January 30, 2011

Jealousy


Life these days was too boring that I found many people got jealous on someone else in case of physical appearance, intelligence degree, material matter or any other things. Please think and consider it wisely, friends. Is that good if you let your life overfilled with hatred and jealousy? Don't be greedy. Greedy people will never get satisfied until they end up their life, they will never feel enough, never be grateful. Greedy people will set a standard in which limit they are happy. "I can only be happy if.. then.. furthermore.." Well, no ending.



So just be happy, be thankful for every little thing you have and for you will be added more blessings. Trust it. People who live in faith will never lose any hope in their life which makes their life worth it.
Stop thinking that she's prettier, she's smarter, he's richer. Are you sure you're gonna waste your life complaining all the time? Just believe that what you have, is the greatest thing fits you!
So, from now on, change your mind set. Whatever you get, thank God, show your gratitude as He has sacrificed too too and too much for you.

"Live is not about chasing greater level defeating other people, it's about how you appreciate every single thing you have."
"When you struggle, struggle for the better you, not for becoming better than A, B or C"
See how your life will change! :)

Social Service


If I'm not mistaken, on 15-16th January 2011, I joined the fellowship to have a social service and night prayer with my community. Firstly, I was not interested as I was not really fit at that time and it held out of my town, Malang. But, something encouraged me to join this fellowship.

Anyway, the theme of that fellowship is be the light to everyone, "The Light Generation". Well, When arrived, the leader arranged me to join the cooking team and I helped those people cooked soup, fried rice.
After had a dinner, we all gathered to praise the Lord for about two hours. We sang, we prayed, shared togetherness and got a very excellent preaching regarding to our theme. After that, right at 12 a.m (January, 16th), my friend Chilton had a birthday. Then we gave him surprise and prayed for him in a circle formation. It was a very great night to have such a pleasure in togetherness.

Then it was time to sleep as we had to wake up earlier to pray and to go to the spot of social service. But, the leader of fellowship called me, he explained me further about Saint Mary and Catholic which I call it as A Quick Theology Lesson. I thanked God for He always sends me the right people to be closer to Him.


After that, I went sleep and the next day, we arrived to the spot. We firstly attended the Eucharist Ceremony there as it was Sunday continued with the service. It was very fun to meet the children. Children there were so friendly and it was a clear vision that they really lacked of affection. 95% of them are handicapped by the way.

One thing that touched me much was how happy they were just saw our community visited them. I realized that I have been too lazy doing all household while they have a big desire to walk, run, dance and so on. They were happy for the very simple thing. Oh God!

When it was the time for them to eat, the food box had no spoon so they had to eat with hand. Actually there were lots of internal helper who lived there to treat them daily so they could help them ate. But the number of the internal helper was not in compliance with the number of the children.

Once again, Thanks for the chance to give service for those amazing kids! Glad to visit you on the next chance :)

January 13, 2011

Definition : Move On



"Move On" sounds easy but you have to die million times in pain just to appreciate this word.

Moving on is not about never looking back. It is taking a glance at yesterday and seeing how much you've grown since then

Move on is a presence in mind that you can't undo what you did in the past, but you can start a new future with full of faith, hope and confident

Moving on is a readiness to say 'Hello' for the freshly new happiness in life

Move on is forget what hurt in the past but never forget what it taught

Moving on is the process of being no fear to step forward even when pain is your teacher

Move on is an action for never closing the book because one problem is only a chapter in life, just turning the page

Moving on is about appreciate your life trip and have a faith that you'll be greater person in the future

Move on is when your heart finally understand that yesterday remains a yesterday and it will be never be the same again

Moving on is the consciousness that the what's happened is done and unchangeable, then refresh your new hope moving forward

Move on is about clicking the restart button welcoming your new life and dare to be the better one

Lifetime Lesson


I learn to be silent by talking too much
I come to know about patience from an anger
I learn to give in, through an egoism
I learn about crying from the happiness
I learn to be tough from a loss

Whoever comes are the right people
Whatever happens is the only thing could have
Whenever it starts is the right time
When it's over, it's over

January 12, 2011

Setting Life



Life it's like a movie, God is the producer/ director and we all the actors.

Yesterday, it was crossed in my mind to set my own life, then life would be so much fun. But, shortly after that I was awaken from my day-dream that everything has been the best. Jesus made it that way as HE knows we don't even have any good vision about the goal of our life, about what is eternal to be searching for. We frequently seek things that is going to be hedonistic (theory I've got in my school). That's right to be told that people prefer to have fun in life rather than trouble themselves.


I have to said that Jesus is the ONE and ONLY who knows everything that fits us BEST. HE directs us in HIS own way so we will NOT be a vain. Yes, maybe in our mind His way is too complicated and unintelligible for we are only ordinary human being who crave for earthly (read : temporary) things. But, you have to believe that His timing is always PERFECT. He makes you face the hard times but He never leave you, He's with you, NOW, at that time. So don't worry, you're strong enough and it's still in your capacity.

Ecclesiastes 3 : 11 - 'He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end."

"Jesus never said an easy road of journey, but He said that you'll never be alone and He will always be there for you."

So, stop begging about setting your own life. Yours has just already been perfect :)

Definition : Happy


"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections."

"Happy is a choice."

"Happy is an explosive feeling that come out as a sincere smile."

"Happiness is a journey. It's not a destination."

"Happy is a natural feeling that's able to make you smile, laugh and cry at the same thought."

"Happy is the way you appreciate yourself, your God, your life and people surround you."

"Happy is a decision of individual state of mind."

Old Song Nostalgia

When I'm surfing on the internet, I found some songs which may be applied to your current situation as these songs have a meaningful lyric :)




(My favorite)




I don't give you information about what song it is, surprise!! :D
But, psst, most of them are ironic songs :p
Enjoy \(^_^)/

January 11, 2011

Lucky Number 1


Welcoming the very fresh new year of 2011, we all know that in this 2011, there will be a lot of outstanding dates like :
01-01-11, 01:01
11-11-11, 11:11
and so on..


Actually don't fully take these remarkable dates as if they will drive you to be very special. Afterward, you put too much expectation on something you've dreamed. It's good for chasing our dreams, have a dream but don't define it as the only date to gain the best thing. Hello, it's only a date. Being stable everyday is better to be honest.
But *psssttttt, I also don't want to miss a fun-time with you all expecting something special happened on these dates by the way :) *Just-For-Fun


I also tried to seek the philosophy behind these outstanding dates in this year related to self-improvement :
We have to do at least ONE great thing either for yourself or others each day, keep believing in ONE God, Be the number ONE, be THE BEST, (Akon said) be the ONE in a million, as (Bieber said) it's ONE time, find the only ONE for everlasting life, ONE heart. Because you are THE ONE.
I hope all of us have the most memorable things in this year. Once in a lifetime. Let's shine and welcoming the new you!
Happy lucky #1, everyone!! Cheers! :)

"People said they'd like to change the world, but they forget to change themselves."

January 07, 2011

Great Amateur

Hi, guys, I have found some talented amateur singer from Youtube. Hope you guys like them as well as me

Grenade - Edei (My favorite, her voice gonna rock you guys!)

Fireflies - Grimmie (I adore her voice!!)

Just A Dream - Megan Nicole

Christina Grimmie - Helo (Beyonce)

Everytime We Touch - Alex Goot

Hey, Soul Sister - Grimmie

The Only Exception - Sam Tsui

Forget You (Cee Lo Green) - Edei

Christina Grimmie - Miley Cyrus Medley (That's so creative)

Firework - Boyce Avenue

Christina Grimmie - Unfaithful

Avery - Pray (Justin Bieber)

Grimmie - Naturally (I prefer to this amateur video than the real singer)

Alex Goot - Teenage Dream

DJ Got Us Falling in Love Again - Megan Nicole

Christina Grimmie & Alex Goot - DJ Got Us Falling In Love

Love The Way You Lie - Tyler Ward & Megan Nicole

Alex Goot - Mine

Alex Goot - Please, Don't Go (Mike Posner); actually the real singer sing it better, still can't be defeated. The instrument is just A.W.E.S.O.M.E

FYI, I also tend to be the singer in such a way and ask my brother to be the guitarist. Well, let's see!! :p

Kids Are Natural

I found some kid photos, it feels like the photograph has the power to deliver a captured-message that children are natural, I like the way it captured. It would be different when they're the model. Oh, their smile, their expression, their pose! :) *Smile for you as well, kids
Here they are..



























January 02, 2011

01-01-2011



Another year passed by. Yes, time flies. I'm getting older and I must be ready to "the maturity test". Maturity test doesn't mean like school test, it's like facing obstacles in life. Well, people posted many 2011 wishes in their Facebook or Twitter. But, I even flatly don't have any wishlist in this 2011. My prayer is just simple, ask God to maintain me and my family by giving us health, sufficient food to eat and assisting us to be better each day. That's all. There's no special wish, I don't know why it seems monotonous. Perhaps I don't want expect too much, I just want to respect everything that may naturally happened. I never try to set my life up, just let God's plan flows.
Fulfilling my very first day in 2011, I went to my Grandma's house to greet her "HAPPY NEW YEAR". I was so pleased that she heard me by smiling at me when I whispered my greeting to her! :D
Me and my family were also went to Sup Ikan Batam Restaurant near my bestfriend's house, Jessica. And it reminded me of her :(
After that we continued our weekend by going to PTC to buy new glasses for dad which was broken when we were celebrating new year eve.